Archive for September 2012
9.23.2012
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For some reason I am in one of those moods, where I think, the only thing that will make me feel better is to scream, yell and cry all at the same time smashing pumpkins and watermelons and all varieties of seasonal colourful fruit and vegetables with rocks and bricks and my feet. That doesn't even make sense, but the point is, I just am not in a good mood. I feel like I am actually bipolar at the moment, because at one point, I am happy, and the next, I just am not. But I guess that's how you get when you realise how stupid you are. And that is so hypocritical, because I complain about how annoying stupid people are! Like this one time, I was driving, and the car in front of me began to break litterally 200m before we actually hit the red light. Like literally, the speed limit was 60km/hr, and he was slowing down to 10km/hr 200m away. And then the lights went green. Wow, I sound so pathetic. I just hate people :( I hate everyone. Everyone makes me feel like rubbish. I just want to cry because I know I am not good enough for anyone.
Hope everyone is having a great day! I don't hate you. I just hate myself. I always set myself up for disappointment. I need a puppy. I want to be one of those pretty girls every guy wants.