Hello there

Yes, today on the 27th of July 2011 at 4:27pm, I finished 3hrs of gruesome testing which I have been preparing and stressing for for ageeesss! But now it over, and I am free (jokes still have 2 terms of school left and I'm stuck in term 3 and qcs is in like 6 weeks :/ ) Anyways! yeah! i finished umat guise! and I am so proud because even if i do exceptionally bad, I was able to finish all the questions and attempt them all properly! :) oh, and I was able to get my mudah to drive me to Maccas, and I got a double cheeseburger meal. An now it is 8:48pm and I typing on my blog eating rice and vegetables because my mum is now like:

"YOU HAB TO EAT DUH BEGTABLE BECAUSE I FEEL DUH GUILT COZ I EAT DUH HEALTHY PHOOD AND YOU EAT DAH MACDOWNAALD!"

And now i am eating rice and stirfry :/ oh, and listenign to music and typing haha. Yeah i really don't have anything exciting to say in this blog haha im pretty brain dead after 3hrs of straight extensive brain thinking. Man UMAT really makes your brain tired. It's like... when you're running and you get really tired and you start getting cramps in your ribs and you wanna stop and stand there panting and stuff, but you keep pushign forward. That's what umat does to your brain. No joke. Like I am being full serious it is that tiring (well i found it tiring don't know about the other 500 people sitting umat who were in the room with me). And I have come to the conclusion that there is a high chane I will fail, but I have built up the confidence and assurance that is: I do not care how long it takes me. i will be a doctor. I will do whatever it takes because I am that determined ( i was that kid that always wanted to be a doctor and I'm not like a majority of people who are like 'I'm gonna do it for the money'. Yeah the money would be (Y), but I'm in it for the satisfaction of knowing you can change peoples lives on a daily basis. I also want to point out that i am NOT One of those kids who are beign forced into studying medicine because if their parents. That's pretty sad).

Yeah.. I thonk (uh haha I mean 'think') I've typed alot already. OH WAIT! TOTALLY FORGOT!

Guys, I just checked my stats and WOW! I am so excited! Why? Check out the picture below of my stats from today!

Dayum it's been forever since I have blogged! My excuse? Extreme levels of stress. I  have honest to God, never been more stressed in my life. UMAT and the combination of Grade 12 term 3 is just too much to handle. The count is down to 4 days. 4 days till I die and have a stress/panick attack and follow through onto a depressing phase where I'll start crying and saying i'm gonna fail UMAT and have to wait forever until I can study medicine and save/change peoples lives and travel overseas and do charity work and buy myself an Ashton Martin that my dad will never sit in because has never believed I'd could ever buy one. I'll just pull up in my parents drive way, beep my lovely horn, wait for him to come out and be like: WHAAAATT! That's right! I proved you wrong and you'll never ride in it! Then he'll be all like damn it I should've just let Sarahmay blabber on about how she's gonna buy one when she grows up haha :)

(Not that you care), I'm moving on. This is only a quick because unfortunetly, time and life is currently my friend, and things are currently not co-operating with me, so I have to rush every second of my life until umat is over and things are a tad less complicated. I bought a ginormous (spelling words incorrectly because you're Sarahmay Mulholland and not Kiet. Hahaha he's not gonna read this anyways. Thought it was pretty funny so I typed it. Only he will understand this. Why are you wasting your time reading this pointless text in brackets? STOP!) canvas with a still picture of the Eiffel Tower 2 days ago and  still have not had any time to hang it up. You know why? because life hates me at the moment and I don't have anytime to spare. The only thing it is giving me is stress.

What else has been going on with me? Oh yeah I bought perfume :) Princess by Vera Wang. It smells amazing! A real sweet lovely smell it is. Like my Victoria Secrets Secret Garden collection which also smell amazing!

Anyways, I recently found a choreo video by Brian Puspos which makes me go DAYYUMM! Actually, most (99.9999999999%) videos of him dancing I find make me go DAYYUMM! He is so precise and sharp with his movements which I find so amazing. However, it also makes me sad because I wish I was born with such amazing talent like that. talent to both dance and choreoraph amazing routines. Too bad I have really bad foot co-orrination and successsfully manage to fall over during netball practice and disable my ability to walk for 4 days. Woohoo. BTW my ankle is still bruised :/

SUCH A FAIL SARAH! But you know what? I spent so much time collaberating this (not really haha) that I'm going to post it anyways. You know why? Because it's my blog mate haha. It's not really much. It's actually not that funny. Only me and Ally (my bestest friend who is in this) would probably find this hilareous because we have this kind of thing, where we can laugh about the most non-understandable and pointless stuff and others wouldn't understand, and make complete fools of ourselves. The editing is just as non-amazing haha. I was going to upload it to Blogger but it was taking too long so I made a YouTube account and uploaded it there. Please please please please don't try and find it. It's so fail haha :/ You will realise that attempting to find it is a complete waste of time.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage: Crème brûlée black tee with soy milk and honey
2. last phone call: The best friend, Ally
3. last text message: Thomasss
4. last song you listened to: The things we do for love Alesha Dixon
5. last time you cried: Uh... when I got my english oral result back haha

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone: nah bro
7. been cheated on: nah bro
8. kissed someone & regretted it: nah bro
9. lost someone special: yes. Everyone who means something to me always manages to cut themselves out of my life. That's not even an exaduration
10. been depressed: I'm not going to lie. Yes
11. been so drunk you threw up: don't drink so no. I however have been drunk on GTAIV and fell down the stairs but I don't think that counts haha

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Purple

13. Baby yellow

14. Orange

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU-(2011):

15. Made a new friend?: Yes
16. Fallen out of love?: I was never in love in the first place
17. Laughed until you cried? Around Aransia, it happens on a daily basis
18. Met someone who changed you? Everyone I meet has an impact on me somehow, even if I don't realise it
19. Found out who your true friends were? haha yeah.
20. Found out someone was talking about you? Yes. I overheard someone going "Damn that Sarah chick is so cool I wish I was as cool as her". That's right Ally I heard you.
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list?: HAHAHA nahh bro

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: I'm too lazy to count. But I next to never add randoms especially random Filipino boys even if they're like 40. They always fb chat me and freak me out and I end up deleting them anyways
23. Do you have any pets: yes. I have 2 dogs, Billy and Audréé, and Baba, my 8 year old cockatiel who makes kissing noises
25. What time did you wake up today:8:30am because my dad opened my blinds, turned on my light and my fan on full blast and started singing. I had no choice
26. What were you doing at midnight last night: Editing a video
27. Name something you CANNOT wait for: PHILLIPINES 2 WEEK ISLAND TOUR IN APRIL NEXT YEAR WHERE ALL THE SEXY HANDSOME HALFKAST FAMOUS FILIPINO BOYS IN PHILIPPINES GO ON HOLIDAYS. SOOOO EXCITEDDDD maybe James reid will be there OMGOMGOMGOMG
28. Last time you saw your Mother:  Last night in my room. she was trolling me
29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I'd rather not mention it on my blog
30. What are you listening to right now: Marvins Room (remix)- JRA
31. Have you ever talked to some one named Tom: HAHA yes
32. What's getting on your nerves right now: UMAT which is in 21 days :(
33. Most visited web page: Facebook and blogger and youtube
34. Nicknames: Sarah.. i know. so original
36. Zodiac Sign: Taurus
37. He or She: I'm a she
38. Elementary? Woodcrest State College :L
39. Middle School? Woodcrest State College :L
40 High School?  Woodcrest State College :L AND TSAC MATE
41. Hair Color? Light brown
42. Long or short? Longish (it's getting there) YAY
43. Height? haha...
44. Do you have crush on someone? Nope. you know why? Because all boys are gay and all they do to me is hurt my feelings when I give them a chance. Then they disappear without thought and don't give me an explination thinking that I'll get over it which is quite difficult because they never give me a reason and they lie and go 'I'll never hurt you' when in the long run they do. I don't like my feelings getting hurt so I have come to the conclusion that I am going to die alone. Pretty depressing
45. What do you like about yourself? The ammazzing music i find and my friends and family. And that I get to live 2 different cultures because I'm halfkast
46. Piercings? ears
47. Tattoos? nah bro
48. Righty or lefty? righty, but I eat with a knife and fork left handed. Skilled I know (not really haha)
49. First surgery: I'm too cool to require any surgery of any kind
50. First piercing: none
51. First best friend: Alana
52. First sport you joined: Haha... net-o-ball-a. That's how my mum says it KIDDING love you mum (not that she would see this anyways haha)


RIGHT NOW:

53. Eating: air
54. Drinking: air
55. I'm about to: blow dry my hair
57. Waiting for: delicious food to appear out of thin air because I am extremely hungry and we lack delicious food in our house at the moment
58. Want kids? yes
59. Want to get married? yes. too bad I'm going to end up alone
60. Career? EITHER eye, throat and ear suregon, dermatologist or a paediatrician. OR a lawyer specialised in a particular field (don't know what yet)

WHICH IS BETTER :

61. Lips or eyes? eyes
62. Hugs or kisses? hugs
63. Shorter or taller: taller
64. Older or Younger?: Older
65. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
66. Nice stomach or nice arms? damn it. I don't care i'm picking both
67. Sensitive or loud?: depends
68. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
69. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant but not too hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

70. Kissed a stranger: no. I have self respect
71. Drank hard liquor: no
72. Lost glasses/contacts: no haha
73. Sex on first date: no. I have self respect
74. Broken someone's heart: if i did i didn't intentionally mean too UNLIKE SOME BOYS I KNEW. idiots.
75. Had your own heart broken: yes. it actually isn't a very nice thing to go through
76. Turned someone down: yes
77. Cried when someone died: yes. I cry easily
78. Fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

79. Yourself: Yes
80. Miracles: Yes
81. Love at first sight: yeah. too bad i'm going to die alone
82. Santa Clause: nope
83. Kiss on the first night: no. Unless it's a real movie moment

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

84. Had more than one bf/gf at one time: nope. I actually care about the feelings of others
85. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yeah hahah too bad he lives in a different country and I've never met him before and he's famous..
86. Did you sing today? not yet. haha ;)
87. If you could go back in time, how far would you go and why? last year august. I would change what happened and would not give a particular person the chance to hurt my feelings. The day after that would be B.I.O finals and I'll have fun and forget about it
88. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? Don't remember the day, but it was when I was in Manila, Philippines. I was shopping in Lee and a very handsome famous halfkast Basketballer there approched me and asked for my facebook account. It was so funny beause he went and hid in the change room and asked the lady who was working there to ask me for him because he was sho shy and all his other famous b-baller friends were teasing him haha. I had no idea what was going on until the lady approched me because they were speaking in Tagalog. It was so lovely hehe
89. Are you afraid of falling in love? it's never going to happen because I'm going to end up alone. Woohoo

My failed attempt at video blogging; vlogging, shall be up soon. Actually, it's not really a video blog. It is a video which generally indicates the level of immaturity I reach when I'm surrounded by the people I love. It also shows the extremely noobish skills of me and my best friend Ally, as we play Black Ops and rage/muck around. Not that any of this text is necessary. I just feel like procrastinating with my UMAT study. So much for holidays for me :/

Stranger: (awkwardly) So, do you have any special talents?

Sarahmay: Well you see, I actually know how to speak other languages without being mentally aware of it. It's crazy mate!

Stranger: Wow you totally beat my special talent of touching my toes while doing a 360 degree backflip while balancing a ball on my... belly button. I wish I was as cool as you.

Sarahmay: I know. Too bad talent like mine is a rarety. The world needs more preople like me (transforms into Batman and flys away. That's right. I said Man.)