Hello there

I remember the days when the songs played on the radio were your real RnB jammin tunes, and Neyo was at a period, the king of it. I remember always seeing his video clips on V and MTV, and until to this day, still remember every word to his songs; they unleash thoughts, memories and emotions inside my mind, and I can listen to them forever and ever and ever. I love Neyo so much! And I want to resurrect him on this blog :)

 I think it has been two months or so since I've written on here, and within those two months, I have become more aware of the trueness of people I have associated myself with. You really think you know someone, and you have this definite picture of them. You look up to them because you know their life has not been all daises and sunshine, and yet, they have succeeded in their endevours which you find very inspiring. But suddenly, you hear this person is not what they appear to be; not the image you have foreseen them as for all those years, and suddenly, you realise all those nice thoughts, those nice compliments, and all those nice things you said about that person which portrayed them to be this image you molded, was all a waste. And you know, that really sucks.  They did not deserve all this, because at the end of the day, no matter how hard you as an individual try to please; satisfy everyone, someone is always going to be hating, spreading nasty untrue and horrific lies, and ready to stab you in the back.

Hello everyone! And a special shout out tp those people in New Jersey who have suprisingly found visited my blog which has gathered cobwebs and spiders because of my absence (lol).

http://www.rockstargames.com/videos/video/8001

I'm stuck at home doing assignments for school because i have a tummy ache :'/

I felt this deserved a separate post because i started putting too many songs on the last one (below), and these are in their own way, similar. This is a playlist on my ipod I made (last night), and it is doing a good job at keeping me awake. Plus I love all the songs :) apparently its called dubstep iddunno the difference. I call it different things like electro.. okay maybe one. But yeah, I have to do my english 8-10 minute speech, so I'm going to stop typing and quickly get this over with. Hope you like the tracks! and if you've already heard them, well good on you. You should get a hat or something. I'll give you a badge saying something like 'superstar' on it. Whatever haha

Hi everyone! It has been so long! I know, I've been pretty slack with my blog. I keep telling myself that I am going to post but I either get lazy, forget or can't be bothered, so this is my self-forced blog. It's pretty funny to, because i pick the worst time to blog. Like last time (the one before the post below.. I think. I'm pretty sure I will be wrong because I haven't posted in so long) I was doing my BOM (business) assignment. And now I only have 2 weeks of work left (forever!) and everything is crammed together, like all the assesmet, and I have a tummy ache and I'm blogging. This is exactly what happens with Facebook. When it's school time, it's strangely addictive and gets me behind with work, and when I have free time, I just don't blog! period. Anyways, I'm just going to post some music to fill up this space and looks like I've posted a lot. I know, most of it is old, and some of you reading this may have heard them and will go: OMgosh this chick is so lame like not dope of cool or superstarish and lame and like not dope of cool or superstarish. But oh well, I hope you enjoyed reading my lame azzzzzz text which I spent 2 minutes typing because I'm so thoughtful. ;)

Old scheewl tracks AND semi-recent tracks (because i can)
(I went through a old-school downloading fenzy frenzy like 1 month ago, so I'll post some of the tracks so you can go: like omgosh ! I like totes rememember this song!)

hello to whoever is reading this and to anyone who reads my blog. Okay yes, I know, I haven't posted in ages! Like maybe... more than a month? and the last post wasn't me i know, it was Jess, I know you don't have to tell me. I know I've been lazy haha, but okay. This is not an excuse I swear. Okay, this is my extremely lame non-excusable stupid excuse, but it is true. Okay here's the deal. I started getting bored after assessment was over (from last term. I am now currently in my last term of schooling ever! and it's only 6 weeks to go! EEEPP!!!), SO, I tried to find a new tv show to become obsessed with. I know okay, I have like no life, it sucks! JOKES HAHAHAA YOU ACTUALLY THOUGHT I DIDN'T! Okay... I have to admit my life isn't that great, but my real reason is that when I am on holidays, my normal go-to-sleep time is like 1am to 2am the next morning, so of course I have to find something to burn the 5-6 hours of nothingness! SOOO, I started watching pretty little liars. Okay, before anyone judges me (if you know what the TV show is about), it's good okay! I love myself a little drama, and Toby, one of the main guys, is just AHHH! okay, before you google his character and you go all EWW SARAH HE'S UGLY! Okay, look if you watch it, he's like the innocent guy who was framed for murduring this chick (which he didn't!) and his step sister is a perv and i feel sorry for him and everyone in the town hates him because he thinks he murdered this chick called Allison, and I have a soft spot for those kinda characters, so don't judge me! haha. Yeah, then after watching like 2 seasons of Pretty Little Liars on my 12gb of internet, adding the song downloads, mucking around/fb stalking (i'm kidding jeez! or am i....) and youtube, I capped my usage within the first week. Genius I know I know. Please hold the applause. So now I have to survive on super slow internet which is so painful because everything is SO FREAKING SLOW OMG ITS SO FRUSTRATINGED :l. You know it took like 5 minutes for the box I type in to blog to load? Like seriously :/ X100012094872130573.

Yeah, so that's why this whole post is just words. Sorry guiissseeee! No song or video posts D: but i promise! I will upload my stuffzzzz when i get my 100gb of wireless internet on monday :3 asked my mum to upgrade my internet plan, so now i get 100gb of download to myself. Awesomeeeeeeeee. I have so much to say but im lazy, so I'm gonna end it here, and watch true blood (another show I just got into). Also, if you're in my english class, I realised how sus I sounded when I was explaining True blood, and why I bought it. I walked out feeling like an idiot! And for your information (just wanted to clarify this) I ALWAYS skip to the next scene when some nasty scene pops up okay haha. I swear. It's gross hell to the know I'm watching that shhhh....tt (you get my jist i hope haha)

PEEAAAZZZZEEEEEE (Y)

so like totally, i went shopping today and like OH MY GOSHH I SAW THE RADDEST GUCCI BAG AT MYER TODAY! it was soo glamorous and sparkly i just HAD to have it, shame i didn't have money though - FML! IM SOOOO POOR! GOSH!

But seriously, HEY EVERYONE! haha, my name is Jessica, but you may call me Jess (as most people call me). I made friends with Sarah at a school conference one time and since then, we've been pretty cool friends xx ;) haha, well i just want to share a bit of my day today, since sarah allowed me to post on her blog thingy (i'm not really technical with computers) but today, there was this seriously freakin' hot guy at the mall today, perfect tan, perfect body and a cute smile, so i was like OH MY GOSH WHAT A STUNNER! so like, i was just sitting on my table sipping my coffee away when he randomly approached me and sat next to me. Inside, my heart was beating soo fast, i was like OHH MAHH GOSHH NOO FRIKIN WAYY! UGH TOOTAALLY! (teehee) and literally, this is what he said, i mean FREAKING REALLY this is what he said: "Gee, you have a nice set of legs, what time do they open"

...

FREAKIN' REALLY?! ARE YOU FREAKIN' SERIOUS?! BITCH YOU CAME ALL THIS WAY TO SAY THAT PIECE OF CORNY ASS SHITTY PICKUP LINE?!

and i came to the realisation.. that all boys are dickheads..

-forever alone-

signing out! Jess!! xox

2:32am still up doing Bom. Looks like my plan from 2 months ago to not pull an all nighter OBVIOUSLY failed :/

I swear on my life didn't intend for this to happen. it just always does.
Currently up to my 66th page on 9,721 words so far

FML I BETTER GET A A+++++++++ FAR OUT

I GOT AN A IN MY ENGLISH EXAM!!!!


:D


back to my average woohooo!! I'm jumping for the stars right now (not really) <3


skadddooosh

So, I have decided to blog before taking my dogs for a walk, as a way of taking a break from 4hrs of straight maths B study for my exam tomorrow :l
I will be so glad when this week is over. I have so many things to do, and I am tired like all the time. But you know, I'll be graduating in  6-7ish weeks SO YEAH! Can't wait for University life.. but apparently it's just as hard. I don't know. I'll probably miss school eventually, but for now.. yeah. Pretty excited to finish!

I have no idea what the hell I can write, because my mind is so flacid at the moment. So I dunno! Just gonna type whatever comes to my head. Apparently blogging it like keeping a diary, except it's a viral diary... and anyone in the world can read it.

Dear diary,

Yesterday while lying in bed, and I was thinking about my whole life; everything that has happened to me over the past 17.9873404 years of existence. And I started crying because I realised that I am going to end up alone.

The end.

WOOHOOO STORY OF MY LIFE. Not really. I was just in a really sadistic mood, and I was listening to Hans Zimmer's 'Time' from the inception soundtrack. Even though it's something I normally don't listen to, it is an amazing composition, and it is one of those songs that really makes me think about everything that has happened to me.

Anyways, I don't know what else to say, so I am just going to post some songs and other things. Nearly up to 1,000 views yo! Woohoo! Thank you everyone :) even if you only read this because you like to rag me out or go yuck, then ya know! Can't satisfy everyone in life.

http://fuckyeahjumpingrob.tumblr.com/

BEST TUMBLR PAGE EVER! well to me. I find every picture extremely funny haha. Check it out !

So today (26th of august) we had out last athletics carnival! it was pretty good haha highlight was coming second in 100m sprint finals :) pretty happy but maybe if i wasn't so lazy, I would be much more faster. Overall good day eventhough im pretty tired (not that you care haha) and luckily, didn't get sunburnt. I have no idea what to write in this small space so I'm gonna fill it up with my latest discoveries and a throwback post I'm gonna put up abit later. Mayyumm im so sleepies :( and I don't know what else to type here. Oh yeah! Big shout out to all the people who read this, or those who don't, but still make their way here! Nearly upto 1,000 views and so excited! Thank you to those from:
- Australia
- United Kingdom
- America
- Malaysia
- Netherlands
- Germany
- Denmark
- India
- Philippines
- Bosnia

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ♥
(even if you hate me and read this to go "Ugh I hate sarah" thank you to you too! I don't care! harharharhar)


The font suddenly changed so I'm gonna write in this font now. It's now Saturday (because I saved this as a draft) and my muscles now hurt from yesterday ahhh :(
Yeah. I had more to say but I actually forgot. So I'm just gonna post other things now. Oh wait! Yeah... I sorta nearly seriously injured someone in discus yesterday. i threw it and it nearly hit them in the face. Luckily everone started yelling for her to duck. i swear on my life it was a total accident. I would never do that to anyone... jks seriously I wouldn't. I felt soooo bad.


Enjoy!
Sarahmay xx

Hello anyone who reads this,

My greatest apologies in regards to my lack of posting lately. I do have a draft which I haven't posted yet with heaps of videos and songs and other things!Going to have QCS tomorrow D; wish me all the luck

haha ummm like January? idk hha
What did you dream last night?
I actually don't remember. What i do remember is falling out of bed for THE SECOND TIME IN A ROW! far out :l
Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Nope. its because i turn it off
What are you doing tomorrow?
 Working for 7 hours. yay
What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
That im not that string strong
Do you like anyone?
Nah man. Haven't for a while too
Do you know anyone who is married?
Haha what a stupid question. my parents
What's your favorite number?
56161232156484841561212313211215949487879000000000000000000
Who was the last person to make you cry?
a boy >:'(
Are you outgoing?
I can be shy so maybe? pretty outgoing when im real confident woth the person
When was the last time you cried?
I don't really remember. I think i had a really sad dream and woke up crying
What is one thing you miss about your past?
I miss a lot of things. i miss being a kid. i miss being stress free. i miss being in Philippines
What is one thing you've learned about life?
That it hates you sometimes. But you know? Not everything can be sunshines and rainbows
Are you jealous of anyone?
Its just a waste of time
Is anyone jealous of you?
haha uhh idk. 
Do you think anyone likes you?
OOOOOO i don't actually know haa D; :S maybe not. im not that great
Who was the last person you drove with?
My mother. She bought me subway which i am now eating.
What are you looking forward to?
UNIVERSITY WOOHOOO 
How are you today?
I am good thanks. how are you?
What's your worst experience?
well 2 days i fell out of bed and yesterday i fell out of bed. I have really bad luck. Oh, and many many more yeah. don't wanna mention them here
Are you currently single?
YES.
How many things in your past do you regret?
mannyyyy things. blah
Do you have a best friend?
I have like 5... thousand
Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
Nope. i have somehting called self respect? you know?
Have you ever been in the emergency room?
I think so. I was there for like 5hrs.. the emergency waiting room that is haha
What's the last movie you watched?
BEASTLY OMG ALEX PETTYFER IS SOO SEXY OMG OMG (eventhough he was suppose to be ugly haha)
If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
mate, i would change a lot.
Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
YES! OMG i was playing red dead redemption and this guy was all like: "Can you help me?'" and ya know, being  as nice as i was, i stopped and was all like yeah man! then he PULLED ME OFF MY HORSE AND STARTED RIDING AWAY! I got my lassoo out and lassood him and hogie tied him and he was all like im sorry, and i was all like YOU WENT TO STEAL MY HORSE BUM! and i shot him. yeah DON'T! WORRY! it was only a game haha
Do you like your life?
yes i do. even though it sucks sometimes hha :)
When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
OH PLEASE DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED
What kind of music do you like?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5ck6TJQ5Ow&ob=av2e
shuffle song from my ipod ^^^
Ever have an encounter with the police?
Yeah man! i was you know, walkin down the street and there was a police car, and you know what i did? I waved, and the police man waved back. Best day of my life right there
Do you have more friends that are girls or guys?
Girls? haha yeah girls
Have you ever fallen asleep with someone of the opposite sex?
yes. i was a little girl and my dad was readign one of those rainbow fish books to me and i fell asleep NGAW!
What's one thing you wish you could be better about?
haha.. 
Have you ever had feelings for someone who lived in another state?
I had a crush on james reid.. hes from sydney but now he lives in Philippines. don't think its gonna work out
What are some of your biggest fears of your life?
dying, failing, loosing my parents, ending up alone
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
too many times. i always wake up and my eyes are puffy
Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Yeah. I watched this movie called jeepers creepers and the dude would come out every like 12 days and eat people? i counted every day and every 12th day i would be scared to death because i thought he would come eat me. i was so scared :(
Do you play any instruments?
I can still play my violin haha
Do you like to sing?
Kareoke! with filipino blood in my system, that would be a yes haha
What's the one thing you hope to accomplish in your life?
Get married, have children and get my MBBS degree and do charity work overseas working in the hospitals. that would be amazing ♥
Are looks important?
I don't wanna sound shallow. not really. it depends i guess
What are you listening to?
Without you- Jessie J
What does the 8th text you sent on your mobile say?
Ahh thats means i have to get my mobile haha from my mummy :)